雨後的彩虹

呼～～呼～～

心情開始好轉了。。。

“人生儘管有不如意的事，還是能以最燦爛的笑容迎接的”

別人對我說。。

感恩有這樣的一句話，才讓自己發現

臉上根本就沒有好臉色

說真的，自己也不懂為什麼會突然找姐姐討論

只是覺得想聊聊，溝通溝通

結果。。。

卻讓姐姐哭了。。。。

看著家人一個個在掉淚，想盡辦法的勸我

心裡當時很難過

總是在想著

“為什麼？為什麼你們就不會明白？”

結果一直一直帶著這樣的問題

每每想起總是想哭

眼睛像隨時都可以掉下眼淚

心裡更是悶悶苦苦的

可是

如果家人真的不支持的話

我應該再堅持下去嗎？？？？？

堅持下去的信念

我有嗎？

自己心裡想了很多的辦法

可是想著想著就覺得自己很幼稚

因為全部都是為了反抗而反抗的

也許，

自己也該利用時間好好的想想

到底為什麼想這樣做

相信如果自己是明白也堅定的時候

一定可以跟大家分享

到時，你們一定會支持我的

I am bACk~~~

Haha.... Almost forgot i got a blog page...

Time pass fast, working life for almost a year...

Lots and lots to learn but i am a bit stuck now, must get myself out from this soonest....

無病呻吟篇～

我很悶～

很悶很悶很悶～

這種心情可以跟誰說？有誰可以在我沒有說出口之前明白？

我現在到底在做什麼？

很想要抒發這種心情，可是........

大家都把我看成了聖人，不會有煩惱是吧？

那就這樣吧....

我自己收在心裡就好....

I MisS yOu

One more month to go and you had left us for a year already ...

Time fly and it pass so fast without realize~~

I miss you badly,

really missing you so much ...

Up to now, i still haven go to see you...

I know everyone is missing you too, and that is why i dare not ask aunt to accompany me to go see you ...

That day i post in facebook saying i miss you and everyone question me who do i miss...

I dare not tell i miss you cause i know they will cry in their heart if i mention U

How are you doing there??

I keep on thinking the moment spent together and your smile ...

What can i do to make your parents feel happy??

How should i do to make everyone get back their smile on face ??

some little thought

It's been long time since the last post...

I know someone will say :"Hey, you've been stop blogging for so long, i am waiting for your post!!"

Haha... Sorry, I've been so lazy to write and the most important

is there is nothing for me to blog about ...

My brother's wedding just pass recently...

Everyone is so happy for that especially my father

His mouth cant stay in the normal position and keep smiling all the day...

It is happy to see him happy ^^

Still remember a friend told me that he realize why people are so used to say there are things you cant do at certain age...

I guess it is because as we grow older, we will have different view ....

and that is why we cant do something at certain age, because our childish thinking might hurt someone without realize...

Family is the most important for me now ...

I think most of u will have the same feeling as we grow older, right ??

无题

看著自己的最后一个贴，才发现我这么久没上来了～

时间啊，有时真的过得很快很快

四月了，我的大学生涯即将会画上句号

明明到沙巴来念书就像是上一秒才发生的事，现在却差不多是时候跟朋友们说再见了

要找一天写下这个心情

离家很久了，真的有一种想要快点打包飞回家的感觉

想要回家看看家里的小可爱，爸爸的那忙碌工作的手掌，妈妈那漂亮的脸

感伤的离别～

今天，一起住的伙伴终于都搭飞机回家了。

其中的两个在这一别后要等毕业才会见到面了。

原本的我们都在想这几天要如何的好好度过，毕竟，那开不了口的离别是那么的接近。

可是，世事难测啊～

因为一些突发状况我们就好像没有好好的制造那最后的回忆。

说真的，心里有那么的一点感伤。

我真的没想到，一起住才短短的几个月就有了那么深的牵绊。

就好像我之前就跟她们一起住了很久似的。

大家在一起的欢笑，伤心，哭泣，为活动而忙...

那一点一滴，都留在我的心中..

今天看着他们一个接一个的回家，让我更思念家里了。

好想回家陪陪爸爸，妈妈，姑姑，姐姐们...

好想回家看我的侄女，看他长得多大了，听她多会说话了...

好想家，真的好想家...