tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38848003470211213272024-03-05T13:56:28.753+08:00秘密花園~我的秘密花園~
一起悠遊更寬闊的世界ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.comBlogger43125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-64435594100685430772012-11-08T23:19:00.001+08:002012-11-11T23:58:53.339+08:00雨後的彩虹<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;">呼~~呼~~</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">心情開始好轉了。。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">“人生儘管有不如意的事,還是能以最燦爛的笑容迎接的”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">別人對我說。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">感恩有這樣的一句話,才讓自己發現</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">臉上根本就沒有好臉色</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">說真的,自己也不懂為什麼會突然找姐姐討論</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">只是覺得想聊聊,溝通溝通</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">結果。。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">卻讓姐姐哭了。。。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">看著家人一個個在掉淚,想盡辦法的勸我</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">心裡當時很難過</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">總是在想著</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">“為什麼?為什麼你們就不會明白?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">結果一直一直帶著這樣的問題</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">每每想起總是想哭</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">眼睛像隨時都可以掉下眼淚</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">心裡更是悶悶苦苦的</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">可是</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">如果家人真的不支持的話</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">我應該再堅持下去嗎?????</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">堅持下去的信念</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">我有嗎?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">自己心裡想了很多的辦法</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">可是想著想著就覺得自己很幼稚</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">因為全部都是為了反抗而反抗的</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">也許,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">自己也該利用時間好好的想想</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">到底為什麼想這樣做</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">相信如果自己是明白也堅定的時候</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">一定可以跟大家分享</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">到時,你們一定會支持我的</span></div>
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ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-66316684638779286712012-09-28T23:59:00.000+08:002012-09-28T23:59:10.771+08:00I am bACk~~~<div style="text-align: center;">
Haha.... Almost forgot i got a blog page...</div>
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Time pass fast, working life for almost a year...</div>
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Lots and lots to learn but i am a bit stuck now, must get myself out from this soonest....</div>
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ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-57633324718692186222011-11-10T22:02:00.003+08:002011-11-10T22:06:03.897+08:00無病呻吟篇~<div style="text-align: center;">我很悶~</div><div style="text-align: center;">很悶很悶很悶~</div><div style="text-align: center;">這種心情可以跟誰說?有誰可以在我沒有說出口之前明白?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我現在到底在做什麼?</div><div style="text-align: center;">很想要抒發這種心情,可是........</div><div style="text-align: center;">大家都把我看成了聖人,不會有煩惱是吧?</div><div style="text-align: center;">那就這樣吧....</div><div style="text-align: center;">我自己收在心裡就好....</div>ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-15771257002474409692011-09-19T10:43:00.002+08:002011-09-19T11:19:49.983+08:00I MisS yOu<div style="text-align: center;">One more month to go and you had left us for a year already ...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Time fly and it pass so fast without realize~~</div><div style="text-align: center;">I miss you badly,</div><div style="text-align: center;">really missing you so much ... </div><div style="text-align: center;">Up to now, i still haven go to see you...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know everyone is missing you too, and that is why i dare not ask aunt to accompany me to go see you ...</div><div style="text-align: center;">That day i post in facebook saying i miss you and everyone question me who do i miss...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I dare not tell i miss you cause i know they will cry in their heart if i mention U</div><div style="text-align: center;">How are you doing there?? </div><div style="text-align: center;">I keep on thinking the moment spent together and your smile ... </div><div style="text-align: center;">What can i do to make your parents feel happy??</div><div style="text-align: center;">How should i do to make everyone get back their smile on face ??</div>ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-11712083248176234112011-09-08T23:17:00.003+08:002011-09-08T23:40:14.599+08:00some little thought<div style="text-align: center;">It's been long time since the last post... </div><div style="text-align: center;">I know someone will say :"Hey, you've been stop blogging for so long, i am waiting for your post!!" </div><div style="text-align: center;">Haha... Sorry, I've been so lazy to write and the most important</div><div style="text-align: center;"> is there is nothing for me to blog about ... </div><div style="text-align: center;">My brother's wedding just pass recently... </div><div style="text-align: center;">Everyone is so happy for that especially my father</div><div style="text-align: center;">His mouth cant stay in the normal position and keep smiling all the day...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It is happy to see him happy ^^ </div><div style="text-align: center;">Still remember a friend told me that he realize why people are so used to say there are things you cant do at certain age... </div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess it is because as we grow older, we will have different view .... </div><div style="text-align: center;">and that is why we cant do something at certain age, because our childish thinking might hurt someone without realize... </div><div style="text-align: center;">Family is the most important for me now ... </div><div style="text-align: center;">I think most of u will have the same feeling as we grow older, right ??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-28808187101656320222011-04-19T07:17:00.002+08:002011-04-19T07:29:27.056+08:00无题<div style="text-align: center;">看著自己的最后一个贴,才发现我这么久没上来了~</div><div style="text-align: center;">时间啊,有时真的过得很快很快</div><div style="text-align: center;">四月了,我的大学生涯即将会画上句号</div><div style="text-align: center;">明明到沙巴来念书就像是上一秒才发生的事,现在却差不多是时候跟朋友们说再见了</div><div style="text-align: center;">要找一天写下这个心情</div><div style="text-align: center;">离家很久了,真的有一种想要快点打包飞回家的感觉</div><div style="text-align: center;">想要回家看看家里的小可爱,爸爸的那忙碌工作的手掌,妈妈那漂亮的脸</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-68903622263903155722010-12-01T22:40:00.002+08:002010-12-01T23:45:51.501+08:00感伤的离别~<div style="text-align: center;">今天,一起住的伙伴终于都搭飞机回家了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">其中的两个在这一别后要等毕业才会见到面了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">原本的我们都在想这几天要如何的好好度过,毕竟,那开不了口的离别是那么的接近。</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是,世事难测啊~</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为一些突发状况我们就好像没有好好的制造那最后的回忆。</div><div style="text-align: center;">说真的,心里有那么的一点感伤。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的没想到,一起住才短短的几个月就有了那么深的牵绊。</div><div style="text-align: center;">就好像我之前就跟她们一起住了很久似的。</div><div style="text-align: center;">大家在一起的欢笑,伤心,哭泣,为活动而忙...</div><div style="text-align: center;">那一点一滴,都留在我的心中..</div><div style="text-align: center;">今天看着他们一个接一个的回家,让我更思念家里了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">好想回家陪陪爸爸,妈妈,姑姑,姐姐们...</div><div style="text-align: center;">好想回家看我的侄女,看他长得多大了,听她多会说话了...</div><div style="text-align: center;">好想家,真的好想家...</div>ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-41932930083399919042010-10-23T14:51:00.003+08:002010-10-23T15:02:01.464+08:00生命无常妹妹打电话跟我说:XXX死了!!<br />死了?谁?谁死了?是谁?我的脑海突然当机了一下。<br />什么声音也听不进去,只接收到“死了”这两个字。<br />死亡啊,来得真突然。<br />难道真的想上人说的一样?<br />生命无常吗?<br />明明就是一个很乖的小孩,就因为那一次,那唯一一次的意外,就这样往生了。<br />为什么?<br />脑海中一直一直出现这三个字。<br />为什么?<br />他真的很乖,真的很乖...<br />他也有结好缘,不然不会有这么多的人陪他走人生的这最后一段路。<br />那到底是为什么?为什么不是其他的人?为什么是他?为什么要以这样的方法结束他的生命?<br />我真的不明白...<br />突然觉得生命真的很脆弱...<br />我可以做些什么??ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-33198342996257804932010-09-05T23:53:00.002+08:002010-09-06T00:03:58.289+08:00我不行了...我又不小心伤到了一个人的心...<br />唉,我也知道我不应该这样说话,可是...<br />我好像生病了,生了很严重的一个病。<br />我发现自己找不回以前跟别人相处的模式了,怎么办??<br />我真的很害怕,发现自己跟大家怎么会这样,好像自己没有什么可以跟大家说,发现自己跟大家没有话题。 <br />没有话题,我融入不了,有一种想要逃离的感觉。好像没有一个是可以让我享受或感到舒服的..<br />怎么办?怎么办?难道说要伤了这个,下次又再伤另一个吗?<br />这种心情到底是怎么一回事??<br />我可以怎么办,快要窒息了...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-54507321412303420022010-08-24T22:46:00.002+08:002010-08-24T22:51:05.511+08:00乱糟糟~~思绪有点乱,最近有个烦恼在心里头。<br />做人真的很难取舍,想要两边?不可能的事,可是,两边我都不能割舍。<br />该怎么办?我不懂,我真的做不了决定。<br />心情很乱很乱...<br />想不到要写什么了,哎...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-2816337885906302512010-07-28T21:27:00.002+08:002010-07-28T21:33:59.181+08:00最后一年??朋友问我说:最后一年了, 有什么感想??<br />突然间觉得时间过得很快,明明第一年的事情还历历在目,记忆也还很深刻,却是两年前的事了。<br />时间过得真的真的很快,像是休~~ 一下就过去了。<br />最后的一年有什么感想?<br />很不舍,真的很不舍...<br />大家之前是修了多少的福才会相聚在一起啊??<br />现在开始的生日都会是我们一起庆生的最后一次了吧我想??<br />要好好地把握了,把握还能在一起庆生的我们,把握我们还能一起闹,一起疯的日子。ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-45826691459708204562010-07-13T00:48:00.003+08:002010-07-13T01:19:48.442+08:00心灵对话...假期就这样的过完了,感觉时间真的是会无声无息的从身边溜走呢...<br />回头看看,这两个月里自己做了什么??成长了多少??<br />说真的,还真是不回想都不知道自己这两个月来去了这么多的地方,做了这么多的事呢。<br /><br />砂拉越跑透透,回家面对家人的“关爱”,再回到沙巴做功课,爬神山。<br />时间真的过得很充实呢....<br />还记得爬神山的时候又上山又下坡的,真的很辛苦。<br />上一分钟还在开开心心的走下坡路,下一秒就看见那比自己还要来得高的楼梯。<br />人生啊,不就是这样吗??平平坦坦的路,加上那意料之外的上下坡,有哪一个不是在考验着自己的呢??<br />在自己还在沉醉于下斜坡的快感的一刻,朋友已经预料得见来临的辛苦,由此可见自己的视野是多么的短啊??<br /><br />知错能改...<br />我现在知道自己的错,自己所看不见的盲点,能改吗??<br />高莹莹,你这次又会三分钟热度到什么时候呢?ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-41216788757039078662010-07-03T11:27:00.002+08:002010-07-03T12:02:11.749+08:00久违了....被流放到古达两个星期的我终于回来了。<br />感觉还不错的这次的sampling,认识了很多很多的uncle。他们都很好人呢,都会叫我们出去喝下午茶,叫我们一起吃晚餐。还记得第一个跟渔船出海的晚上我心里还是会有点怕怕的,毕竟总是会胡思乱想,在想着船上可能发生的事如:发生了很不美好的事,然后我们被毁尸灭迹的推下海。<br />哈哈,想象力很丰富吧??然后船主知道我们会怕就跟着我们出海了,因为他是个华人感觉也比较安心。<br />然后生活就很充实,每天都在哪对着鱼。早上起床吃早餐,然后玩鱼,然后准备午餐,然后睡下午觉。可能被电话吵醒(uncle打来叫我们出去喝下午茶)或睡到6点,准备晚餐,吃晚餐后又继续玩鱼了。没出海的生活大都这样过。<br />对了,还跟他们去走了两次的山,累死我了,上气不接下气呢。<br /><br />妹妹今天就会飞过去砂劳越了,说不担心是假的,毕竟这个小妹妹阿总是体弱度多病。<br />可是,总是需要让她自己去闯,天下这么大,我们也不可能一辈子把她放在手掌心上疼。<br />祝福你了,妹妹。ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-24427351066429560332010-06-09T20:37:00.002+08:002010-06-09T20:41:41.377+08:00想家了....又回到来沙巴了...<br />心情很复杂,很想家人,可是回去又会有那么的一些格格不入。<br />可是,我还是喜欢留在家。<br />即使,姐姐们的问题我解决不了;<br />即使,姑姑们对我有那么的一些不理解。<br />我还是想回家,还是想家了。<br />怎么办??ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-82620707225307853992010-05-29T23:38:00.002+08:002010-05-29T23:50:32.120+08:00外星人...什么样的事情会让一个人感到无奈?? <br />我最近真的感到很无奈也很无力。<br />一件小小的事情,就因为那一点点的改变,让家人们觉得我怎么会这样??我是不是被什么人,事,物影响了??<br />很无力,真的很无力。<br />我尝试要解释,但他们都不能接受。<br />我尝试要让他们明白,尝试让他们看看我看到的世界,可是,一句:“不要,等下我也像你一样被洗脑!!”<br />这一句话,很重很重..<br />重得我很累很累...<br />到底我该怎么做才能让家人接受我想要做的??<br />到底我该如何才能没有了这种我处于另一个世界的感觉??<br />我已经有点不懂该怎么办了...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-36435091514378319142010-05-12T18:40:00.002+08:002010-05-12T18:53:56.020+08:00=_=''唉...<br />诈到,本来约好了和朋友去玩砂老越..<br />结果朋友竟然和我说,她买了24号的机票,就是说她会在24号早上离开古晋会美里。<br />不懂问题在哪里? <br />问题就在于我是在25号晚上的机票,也就是说我24和25号需要自己一个人呆在古晋...<br />如果朋友没有做工的话就还好啦,她应该是可以带我去玩的;可如果她有做工的话...<br />唉,我的日子要怎么过啊???<br />真没有明白为什么她24号回不跟我说...<br />T_T~~~<br />怎么办??怎么办??怎么办??<br />怎么办感觉甜又酸,偷偷恨你不是我风格...<br />算了算了,船到桥头自然直...<br /><br />开心开心的去玩咯...<br />要拍很多很多的照片... ^^<br />耶~~~ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-26765776141207644412010-05-05T13:01:00.002+08:002010-05-05T13:13:57.574+08:00无题...傻傻地,发现自己又被骗了...<br />应该是自己的自以为是吧?<br />自以为朋友不会骗我,自以为朋友会把一些都告诉我... <br /><br />说真的,我也不懂自己在生气什么。<br />毕竟别人要不要告诉你秘密或是近况都是他人的选择,我总不能因为别人不跟我说而生气吧?<br />我这样的朋友好像有点过了头...<br />一直告诉自己算了吧算了吧....<br />也许朋友只是以为那是一件没什么大不了的事,才没想到要告诉我.. <br /><br />可是,心中总有那么的一点不甘心.. <br />不甘心为什么自己是那么的不被信任... <br />算了算了,以后还是当个收听者就好.... <br />要做一面镜子,别人有烦恼时反映给他看就好。。<br />反映完了,就要随他抹去,不要留在心中.. <br />所以呢,不要再起这种烦恼心了.. <br />别人说就说,不说就不说... <br />真真假假,总有一天会懂得...<br />在也不要因此而生气了,更不要迁怒去朋友身上... <br /><br />好!!!加油加油.. <br />等着去玩噜,还有我那个避风港... <br />耶~~~ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-21738047022317276002010-05-04T23:05:00.003+08:002010-05-04T23:15:51.851+08:00....miss my family.. <br />miss my friend.. <br />miss my bed... <br />miss my father, mama, sisters, brother and vivienne... <br /><br />I miss you all so much.. <br />cant stop thinking of you all...<br />When can i see you all?? <br /> <br />I want to fool around father..<br />I want to tease my younger sis..<br />I want to yamcha with my friend... <br />I want to ask vivienne to call me aunty ying ying...<br /><br />T_T~~~<br />I want to go home...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-56926025497951198072010-04-25T21:02:00.002+08:002010-04-25T21:08:25.427+08:00怎么办怎么办?<br />妹妹哭得很伤心...<br />我都没想过她一个人在家会寂寞,也没想过姑姑和爸爸的脾气对她来说是多么的沉重。<br />每天妈妈或姐姐们说他时,我都只会叫他要学习忍耐,要学习长大。<br />是不是她也已经很努力了呢?<br />我是不是想得不够深呢??<br />站在她的立场的我会怎样?? 有没有想过呢??<br />我好像很失败,这个姐姐做得不够好。<br />明明知道她很依赖我还这样...<br />唉...<br />怎么办???<br />要怎样才能让妹妹开心??ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-42267526092956749202010-04-24T20:22:00.002+08:002010-04-24T20:25:04.000+08:00Exam...First week of exam week is over.. <br />Didnt do well in exam.. <br /><br />Haiz.. <br />dont want to think of it first la...<br />DOnt know why no mood to study..<br />No mood to chat, no mood to do everything... <br /><br />HOme is what i need now i guess... <br />Home sweet HOME~~~ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-56319951058460747932010-04-18T20:03:00.002+08:002010-04-18T20:13:17.384+08:00LoVe MatteRHow do u know the one is your love?<br />One of my friend ask me how to know the feeling is love?<br />And i cant answer of coz... coz i am still seek for the answer as well.. <br /><br />Still remember there is once, i ask my sis:"wahy people want to pak tuo? and what do it means by pak tuo? is pak tuo means go out to watch movie, having dinner or doing all these things together?" <br />And my sis give me a good answer that time, then only i realize the meaning behind pak tuo, or better to say why people want to be together.. <br /><br />yet, recently, i start to wonder how people know the person is the one they want to be together? <br />heard from a friend say that he like someone. <br />Is a good news, of coz i ask him to go for her, but later on, he say she is not the one he want... Then he just realized that he likes the other one.. <br />Hmm.. can the feeling change so easily???<br />If u are not sure she is the one u want to be together for the rest of your life, how can u say that u like her? <br /><br />I guess that is the main problem of people nowadays isnt it ??<br />Haiz.. what am i talking about ?? <br />No idea also what i want to say.. <br />but, honestly, their act makes me think of should i really persuade people to go after another when he/ she realized that he/she like someone... <br />Maybe i shouldnt be busy body so much next time...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-82581405104102969862010-04-13T21:19:00.002+08:002010-04-13T21:22:48.242+08:00^^[静思语]能善用时间的人,必能掌握自己努力的方向~~<br />这是自己严重需要学习的东西,加油咯。。。<br /><br />要好好地善用自己的时间,才不会空留遗憾...<br />大家也一样,好好加油咯。。。 <br /><br />考试来了,祝大家考试顺顺利利。。<br />Wish you all the best in your exam...^^ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-45403264196842777262010-04-08T20:45:00.002+08:002010-04-08T20:51:35.377+08:00Haiz...What can i do??<br />What should i do ??<br /><br />Feel helpless...<br />drown in this moody feeling...<br />dont feel do anything....<br />want to hit the doll with all my strength if i can ... <br />but i dont have doll...<br /><br />Thought of help others?? <br />What end in last?? <br />I am not able to help, i am so useless...<br />I am nothing after all...<br />am just a simple girl...ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-38024719201010644582010-04-07T19:36:00.001+08:002010-04-07T19:39:25.334+08:00Feeling...Dont know why, recently have weird weird feeling....<br />THe feeling cant be explain....<br /><br />Why do i have this kind of feeling ?? Dont know, no idea... <br />Since when i have this kind of feeling?? Hmm... no idea also.. <br /><br />Haiz... may be exam is near .. <br /><br />Dont want to think much... <br />Just let it be... will pass someday, isnt it ??ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3884800347021121327.post-83730576615452843672010-04-02T10:57:00.002+08:002010-04-02T11:00:18.424+08:00Good friday...Never understand or try to understand the meaning of Good friday..<br />For me, it is just a holiday...<br />when my friend discuss about it that day, i know the meaning behind a bit..( cant say much coz i dont think i know better enough)<br /><br />However, since it is a holiday today...<br />i want to do some homework..<br />must finish some today.... <br /><br />gambate~~ying yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451854455479017564noreply@blogger.com5